To Be Or Not To Be

I miss posting entries in both blogs that I have. You know naman I am quite busy or busy-busy-han in my life. I have errands for both work (and sideline) to some demands in my family, to be precise, to my Nanay.

I notice that people are commenting or making reklamo that I am masungit daw lately. Well, as far as I know I have been masungit even before. How come they just notice it now? They make sisi my diet. Perhaps it’s a factor but I say it’s mostly some people I have been making salamuha is the one making me more irritable!

I can’t deny that my life is mostly making ikot around work. What do you expect from me na getting older na and no boyfriend pa rin. I don’t want to make tunganga or beg for someone’s attention. Perhaps if I am mayaman but I’m not naman. I can’t go shopping for things or for men… oops! Hihihi.

Anyway, lately I am really so tinatamad. Well, it’s more obvious since the other day. Previously, I can make pwersa to myself pa to deliver to work, but today… wow! It’s so mahirap na.

Why am I tamad? Because some guy in our client’s office made a dramatic presentation of the changes he wants to impose na sana to this brand he is to handle. Well, a short history is that this product is being pasa-pasa na from one person to another. Like since it was created, 4 headed it and almost 10 people na are assigned to handle it. I don’t see any problem naman on the branding neither to our design. But this guy is somehow blaming us and making bola pa and bilog our heads. Heller?! I’m older than you. He may be pulitiko but I’m not dumb. Why can’t just they make tanggap that it’s the people they put there are the ones who has the problem.

Of course, can the client’s admit their mistakes? Na-ah. They always, always blame the “other” team. Has it been a trend that they make sisi other people? Well, come to think of it, it’s the most easy way out. They always make hugas-kamay.

I, of all people, should have been used to politics. But lately it’s been getting into my nerves. ARGH! Can’t they just leave us… not leave ME alone. Don’t push your luck, jerk! Tomorrow might be your last day. Given the opportunity, I will make laglag certain people specially the pulitiko one.

ARGH! I’ll sleep na lang muna. Beauty rest. I hope it would a better day for me tomorrow.

Probable lesson: I SHOULD care LESS.

Automaton anyone?