It may be forced or voluntary.
Forced in the sense that they have no other choice. But on the voluntary part, you can say you "sold" your self because you believe on that something that you are to give almost everything for that person or belief.
That tiny spark of light that never died down despite the storms you go through.
Professionally, I could say perhaps I gave all of myself. I am open to other possibilities of skills and new learning. I am not the greatest among the designers nor among the brand consultants. But I am one hell of a dedicated person one can ever meet. Lots that I know now was never ever taught in college. I am grateful of where I am and what I am now.
Bad things arrive, tests happen.
What can't kill you, makes you stronger.
That's what they say...
Should that be taken literally? But hearing the news awhile ago that "another" group was accredited by our client. That concluded my day –– ruined!
My partner comment one of my blogs here that I should not get affected or be emotion with our jobs. I am trying will ALL the requirements. Swallow it whole? I don't know.
I received warnings of this "event". Relayed to our team. Thought it was timely, but it was too late... I think.
I lost my energy, really. I am now in between pushing it further or be a slacker tonight. I lost the energy. I've turned down the ignition to drive. And I hope this is temporary.
Like what I said to my boss-colleague before all this silence started...
Let the war begin!
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